You all know my love for belly dancing and when I’m sad or bored I tend to search YouTube for inspirational dancers to watch. Last night I found SuperKate. I love her! She made me laugh and I wanted to share it with you. So here, if you want to smile watch her. Share on [...]
Archive | November, 2009
Daisy Chain of Depression
I’m in a funk … and I mean a major, sucky funk. As I’m sure you’ve noticed by my lack of posting anything for a while now. While I don’t want to sound all complainy I will allow myself to explain the recent chain of events that my girlfriend pointed out to me last night [...]
k.d. lang should have been a clue
When I saw this particular performance on television, I was twelve years old. I turned to my mother and said, “Oh she’s sooooooo beautiful! I love her!” To which my mother shook her head in disbelief and said, “Beautiful!? I don’t think so, honey. But she does have a beautiful voice.” I dropped the topic [...]
Friends with Straight Girls!
Remi and I have a new friend! She’s a girl I met at my gym. I had seen her in classes but never really talked to her. Then a couple weeks ago, our gym had a Fight Night at Sharkeez in Hermosa Beach. Having recently divorced myself from my last standing friendship from a debacle [...]
My Double Life. Sort of.
A few months ago, my sister used emotional blackmail to get me onto Facebook. Something I had sworn I would never do. After all, I was a MySpace kind of girl. I love being able to show my mood through my profile page, my playlist, my photos …. you get the idea. As far as [...]
Milla Jovovich Should Go Gay
I fell in love with Milla Jovovich when I was 14 years old and she starred in Return to the Blue Lagoon. I’ve since fallen for her in almost every movie she’s ever done, except for The Fifth Element. Her look ranges from ultra femme to downright dykey. Of course, given my penchant for lesbians, [...]
Friendship and BPD
Life doesn’t stop for your problems. Life doesn’t even slow down. You’re on the highway of life, barreling down the road at 100 miles an hour and when a bipolar episode hits …. it’s like wham! Crashing into the guardrail at full speed, without a seat belt on. But instead of shattering glass and the [...]
Sophia Loren Made Me Gay
I should have known I was a lesbian, when at 5 years of age I declared I was in love with Sophia Loren. I convinced myself (and my mother) that I simply idolized her and wanted to grow up to be like her, not be with her. But I’m all grown up now, and while [...]