You know those late nights in West Hollywood when you see random lesbian drama unfold in front of you, seemingly for your viewing entertainment? Like when an angry girlfriend pulls up out side of a night club to pick up her drunk girlfriend who should have been home hours ago? And then the girlfriend’s drunk friends have the nerve to tell the sober gf that drove all the way out there in her pajamas to “calm the fuck down?”
Then said girlfriend jumps out of the car to whoop someone’s ass but not wanting to get arrested in her pj’s just yells at the strangers that are yelling at her to “Shut the fuck up” “I don’t know you and I don’t want to, so go fuck yourself” and then tells her drunk girlfriend to get in the car.
But drunk little miss decides to defend her friends against her own girlfriend so the yelling continues until they screech off into the night.
Have you ever seen drama like that? I have and and unfortunately it was my drama last night that in retrospect, I’m sure was a nice little show for any bystanders.
I’m still literally steaming from it and FYI, I was the angry girlfriend and Remi was the drunk one.
I’m sure I’ll blog more about it later but since I changed my facebook status to *single* last night and I got a ton of concerned emails (thank you) I wanted to post a little something.
Yes we broke up last night.
For real.
But I’m hoping that when she gets home we’ll work through it. We haven’t spoken a word since last night. She slept on the couch. The first time she’s ever done that.
We didn’t break up just over last night so don’t tell me I’m over-reacting. There’s a lot more to it.
But I’m literally shaking right now as I type this and waiting for her to get back home so we can talk.
Wish me luck. I hope we can make it work. In the light of day it seems stupid that we broke up. But like I said, there was a lot more to the story I just don’t want to get into here.
Oh yea, if any of the people that were there last night are reading this …. I meant every word I said last night. I’m not sorry and I don’t care what you have to say. If you have a problem with me then come find me. I’d be happy to deal with you.
I’ve just moved to LA from HI and still trying to find my way around the area. I’ve been to West Hollywood a few times, but haven’t had a chance to really check out the club/bar scene there. I can imagine it can get pretty crazy, though, and I’m sorry about what happened with you and your gf
Shit, so sorry to hear this. I hope everything works out the way you want it to.
Does Remi realize that fucking with a regular sleep schedule is the number one way to trigger mania? If we’re at all alike, I’m sure having to haul out to WeHo in your pjs and deal with major drama ensured you got zero sleep.
Fuck. Please take care of yourself.
And just because I’ve heard this too much lately – don’t let anyone blame your reaction on being bipolar. ANYONE in your shoes would have been pissed. Just because we’re bipolar doesn’t mean we have no right to react with passion or anger or hurt in a given situation…we are human.
Nope, no suggestions, no criticisms, no thoughts whatsoever.
Just good luck and well wishes.
OH DEAR. For once, Sasha, I have no words. I am sure those closer to you might have picked up on the cues that things might have been headed this way, but I did not see itthem, and I was blindsided. Feels like it is happening to me. I hate this as much as you do, honestly. Whatever the issues are, (I think I know some of them, but I won’t assume), I hope they can be worked out. I don’t want your heart to break. You’re a smart girl, though, and I know you realize when staying with someone will lead to more heartache than breaking up with them will. Surround yourself with good friends who care. I care, but I am a random reader stranger, but you have my email, so I will join the multitude who, I am sure, are offering their support.
Sorry about the drama. I assume there is a lot more to it than you are saying, so I wish you well. These things always suck, and they are never easy…just do what is best for you.
Sasha, I am so sorry to hear this. I know there has to be more than just last night, but I truly hope you can work it out.
SO sorry to read that. REALLY hope you stay together
after some time and space… i hope you two can come back together and have a discussion. from your blogs it seems that you’ve been able to communicate well in the past.
no judgment, criticism, or “you shoulds” here… just support for a cyber-blogging friend.
Stay strong Sasha, you sound like you went through a lot last night. Do what’s right (whatever that may or may not be) for you and your well being, and good luck.
x
I have to say – I was wondering if there was something going on because you suddenly stopped blogging. Sorry for all the tears and headaches.
Falling in love is amazing. being in love sucks sometimes. Good luck with your day.
So sorry about the dramz, Sasha. That’s some booshit. Call/FB me for a drunken chicks night out if u find yourself in desperate need of petty payback. Hey, I don’t judge. Maybe it’s not the best way to handle things but sometimes it helps.
stay strong lovely.
So sorry Sasha.
You deserve better.
It seems to be catching, unfortunately.
I’m sorry, Sasha! I’ve been following your blog for so long, enjoying the femme shared-experience. I really hope things work out for the best, whatever path that might be, for the both of you.
xo!